I miss my babies...

School started today and somethimes I forget just how much Caiti and Tj mean to me. I took them to school and told them buy and did my usual PTA thing... then I came home to scrap a little bit....It was so quiet and still.

I realized I didn't spend enough time with them over the summer. Was I the mom they needed me to be while they were here with me? What could I have done better? Oh the things we do to ourselves!

I went back to the school and TJ was having lunch already. He was so happy to see me! I was so happy to see him! I am crying now like I was crying then! I am so glad that my baby boy still needs and wants me to be his mommy. Caiti was in the lunchroom shortly and she was so happy to see me as well. I am so glad that God has blessed me with two such loving children.

Of course, I did not leave the rest of the day! I helped the teachers and booked the Opera and bounce houses for the school programs and was just there with my kids..... I don't know if the staff wants me there all the time but I needed to be there today!

Tomorrow I will try to stay away! I just like being near them! Here I go again! I guess I better get them in bed so I can cry myself to sleep!

Thanks for listening!!